As I attempt to sum up my Spring Festival Holiday words
can’t seem to do our trip to the Philippines justice. How can I explain in
words, or even through pictures, the way that God broke my heart for His? How
can I explain in words the immense poverty I saw as I daily walked out of the
KIM gate and kids came running up to me. As we drove through Tent-City and
screamed out the window “FEEDING” and kids, teenagers, adults came running for
a half cup of porridge? You see the way that God stretched me, broke me, molded
me, and filled me is indescribable. My prayer is that throughout this short
blog you can get a GLIMPSE of the way I saw Gods heart for HIS people.
First, let me give you some basic lingo for this post…
- KIM = Kids International Ministries. This is a ministry that has many different facets one of which is an orphanage, another is a Christian school for kids of the neighborhood, Dentistry, Swimming lessons, Disaster control, and the list could go on and on. I’m not exactly sure of ALL they do but it is amazing. We assisted them in the construction of some class rooms for the orphanage, YES I helped in making CEMENT.. 12 bags of sand, 4 bags of concrete, and 30 buckets of gravel X10 My arms are going to look awesome J KIM also has lodging for Christian Service groups who come through, they provide meals and an AWESOME swimming pool.
- Journey For Hope = a drop in center for children of the community. Kids only go to school either in the morning or the afternoon so when they have free time they can come to JFH be spiritually and physically fed. This place is AMAZING. Check out their website “http://journeyforhopeph.wix.com/journey-for-hope “
Every morning when we would leave the gate of KIM kids would
come running and would hold on to our arms and ask, “What’s your name?”, they
would walk with us to where we were going, either construction at the orphanage, Christian neighborhood school, or
to the car where we would go to do service in another part of the city. One
morning as I walked out the gate I was finishing a piece of toast, a girl just stared
at me, finally I asked her “Do you want this?”, she looked up with the biggest
eyes ever and said “YES”. I handed her my half eaten toast to which she was so
excited to eat.
As I look over the past two weeks the words that come to
mind are, Contentment and Joy. See as the kids on the street would run up to us
they would have such a big smile on and would be so Joyful, they were content
to be were they were and to be pleased with what little we could give.
These two words also came to my mind every time I entered
Journey for Hope, except at this place another word was added, LOVE. The kids at Journey actually would remember your
name, write you notes, and remind you that God Loves you. Journey for Hope is a
Christian organization where those who come every evening will have a devotion
and then dinner. The kids will SCREAM a the top of their lungs different praise
and worship songs! They are not only content and joyful but the Love of Christ
is shinning through them. Here in my experience is where my heart grew for two
individuals. God totally put them on my heart, Arvie and Bernadette. Arvie is one
who sings with passion and does not care what any one thinks, I pray that he
will continue to do this. I can see God using him to do great things, to be an
influencer for his family, community, and who knows where else. Bernadette is
one of the older kids who will be going to college next year, graduating High
School at the TOP of her class, literally the top of her class. She works hard
daily to provide all she can to survive. Parents for these two are relatively in
the picture but they are not supportive. Both needed to be sponsored in order
to continue education and hopefully provide more nutrition, etc. I’ve never felt so challenged to say “YES” to
this type of ministry, to allow the blessings that God gives me, financially,
to bless others. Yes I’m not rolling in the dough however, if I cut out a few
coffees here and there and perhaps don’t pamper myself EVERYTIME I feel like I deserve
it then the doors for sponsoring these two individuals who are making a
difference in their community is more than possible.
| Bernadette and Arvie |
My last day at Journey for Hope I was giving Bernadette a
hug goodbye and I told her, “I hope school continues to go well” … She looked
at me and said maybe I can’t go to college but I will try, and always try my
best. I said, “Why can’t you go to school? Did you read my note (where I told
her I would be sponsoring her)”.. She said “Yes”, obviously she hadn’t read it thoroughly
so I asked her to open it again, she started to read it over again, this time
super slowly. When she got to the word “sponsor” she looked up at me and said “REALLY?”
she then began to cry and say thank you thank you thank you. She told me that
she will try her best every day and that she will try to be the top of her
class in college too. She was so excited that she would have this chance to go
to college and get a better education. Now, I don’t tell you this to boast in
any way but to simply remind all of us, who have SO much, what Joy, Love, and
Contentment really looks like.
I cannot explain to you how my heart is engraved with a
broader picture of HIS love, I pray that God will continue to BREAK MY HEART
FOR WHAT BREAKS HIS. God is Good, God is Faithful, God is providing, and God loves!
If you think you’re in a hard spot right now then you probably are, I just want
to challenge you to learn the secret of what it means to be content.
I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have
learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in
need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being
content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living
in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.
(Philippians 4:11-13)